2.12.09

I have a lot of close friends, friends that I see at school, we'll do small things after school, go to clubs together, etc. But I don't have anyone I can really confide in. And I want someone that I can talk to about all the serious stuff. Everybody has a best friend growing up right? Except me, right? I know I sound whiny and immature but it's really hard. All my friends that I get close to end up ditching me, and I really can't figure out why except for the fact that they find someone they like more. And after that's happened so many times I'm afraid to let anyone be my best friend. I just feel like I'll always be the girl you know and love, but not one you're going to have a serious relationship with. :( Please tell me it gets better.