12,31.08

The last day of 2008. I don't know why but I've all of a sudden become sad. Sure 2008 had its ups and downs, but it was a good year, well in my opion any year you get to live is a good one. The beginning of 2008 was fabulous. I was never so happy or so sure in my friendships. Kim and Erin were my best friends, without a doubt. We went to basketball games, watched movies together, laughed over trivial things, you know the works. My birthday came and went, it was a pretty good one, even though we were mad at Mara for dumb things, but I guess I'm glad it's happened because then we wouldn't be in our friendship where we are now. Things quickly changed however. Kim became fast friends with TP, and became someone that wasn't fun to hang around with. Erin noticed this also. So E and I became best friends, but before this we were both miserable. Well atleast I was. There was so much drama, it was just about rediculosu things too. Like lunch spots and dumb shit. But then the year ended, not on an extremely awesome note, but I was so glad that the school year was done. No more having to deal with people that caused me so much stress on a daily basis. The summer spead by quickly. It was an amazing summer. I spent a week in NYC, one of the most amazing places on earth. I loved it there so much, I cannot wait to go back. I also was on a summer soccer team back home. I loved my team so much, it was a bunch of us girls thrown together on a team. All of us were different ages. We never won a game but we always had a great time. I made some really good friends. Over the summer I still kept in contact with most of my friends. Kim and I went to the pool a lot. Erin and I hung out and did what best friends do. I did various things with other friends too, just not as frequently. Then in August, Erin and I joined the golf team. It was so much fun to be in a sport together, especially one that niether of us are amazing at. But we would always be better than Emma ;] We spent a lot of time golfing, with the team and by ourselves. Then the school year started again. Erin, Ashlee, and Kendall were the friends I knew I was on my team. The rest of the school year seems like a blur. But around Halloween Erin and I had a falling out. E just didn't seem the same to me as she used to be. Erin went back to being bff with Kim. At the time I was really upset that I was ditched, but now I'm fine with it. Sure I would really like to have a best friend, but I can't find anyone that is willing to stick, or is worth it to me. So now I just have a lot of good friends. And that is mostly it so far. School is school. I have a lot of nice teachers, except my orchestra teacher, but that's another story. This year I discovered how much I love politics, thanks to my history class. But math is still my favorite of course. Last night was my last hurrah party of 2008. It was so much fun. Kim, Erin, Kennedy, and Mara slept over and we just goofed off. We called the pizza man and pretended to be demented. I had a speach impediment and Erin only had one leg and Mara only had one arm. Kim was SUPPOST to have turrets but she couldn't preform. It was helariose. Kennedy was our video recorder. I can't wait for 2009 and all the fun and not fun things it will bring. 

12.27.08

A Christmas has come and gone. I would be lying if I said I didn't miss it :[ Christmas time is my favorite time of year. Just because of the whole spirit that is going on. I love it soo much!! Well what I got is this

-Hancock 
-Fancy by Jessica Simpson Perfume. 
-3 shirts (two from VS, and one from I don't know where.) 
-Clock with temperature on it. 
-A pair of sweatpants. (from VS) 
-lotion, lip gloss, body wash,candies, gum, liquorish. Basic stocking suffers. 
-GCs to the mall, best buy, Maurice's, Barns and Nobel, and iTunes. 
-A subscription to Allure magazine

-Super fluffy PJ's

I'm pretty pleased with all that I got! I didn't get anything big, but I didn't ask for anything big either. I've been sick for the past couple of days, and I've been miserable. On Christmas night I went to Kennedy's house and stayed over there. We talked about a lot of stuff. It feels good to get all that stuff in the open. Kennedy is really easy to talk to and I'm pretty sure she won't go and tell everyone. And I like that :] 

12.24.08

Christmas Eve! Possibly my favorite day of the whole year. The excitement is at its prime. One more day until the suspense is gone! I love, love, love the Christmas season. I'm sad its almost gone though. That's the one thing I don't like is how it goes from 100 to nothing in like a day, but oh well at least we'll still have the things we got to keep us excited. Brandon, Ma, and I went to church tonight. To the old fashion one, not doing that again. I hate the pews; love those chairs. Celebration hall is what we're doing next year for sure! Then we came home and ate some appetizers that we made and watched House Bunny it was really nice. It was a nice Christmas Eve. I can't wait for tomorrow :D

12.20.08

Its been like a whole week since I've posted but whatever. The holiday season is super-duper busy. I had to babysit for 6 hours on Tuesday. Bert was quite the handfull. He ran around for about a half hour making farting noises. Aurora was pretty good though. For the most part. Lets just say I looked forward to bedtime though. Wednesday we had a church thing where we went to Wal*mart and bought presents for the needy. It was a ton of fun. We played rockband for like 20 minutes hahaha. We raced around Wal*mart too. There are a lot of creepy people there though... haha. Then we went back to my house and had hocho and we wrapped the presents. That was so much fun too. Haha my confirmation group is intense. This week at school has also been a lot of fun. Even though we had a tonn of tests. But I think I passed most of them... but maybe not the science one. Haha. I just got confused about which way the earth orbits. But other than that this week has been really awesome. And I can't wait for Christmas! 

12.15.08

Blaaah. I haven't left the house in about... 36 hours. It's been rough. I hate/love blizzards. I hate them because I'm stuck inside (and its freaking cold!) I love them because well I don't quite know why I do but their beautiful thats for sure. With all this time inside, I've finished my brother's presant, and I bought my moms and most of my friends. So I'm pretty much done with Christmas shopping this year.

What I got my mom:And what I made my brother:

So I hope they like them. Today I've just been making cookies and wrapping presents and decorating the tree. And listening to lost of Christmas music... I'm kinda spirited you could say. Tomorrow I have to babysit for like 5 hours, woah I knoow. But I hope I'll make some decent cash.

12.10.08

Blaah. It's been pretty busy so sorry for the lack of writing anything + not too much has been going on. Monday I just had school then we went shopping maybe? Then Gossip Girl was on!! Haha. It was soo good. But then I got this awful headache. It was the worst one I've ever ever had. Serrriosely. I had to lay down for an hour with the covers over my head. Plus I felt like I was going to throw up. But then it was all good. But I'm sick of these headaches for suree. Tuesday: Uhm we went out to eat with the little girls and then went to get my glasses, but my glasses weren't there so I had to get a different pair. Well I think I will. They just have to check if they had the pair I want at the other store. Today Kim came over and we took her pics, then we had some HO CHO! (gangster hot chocolate). Today at school was really funny though. Petey screamed across the lunch room "Hey Kendall, Tyson wants to pop your cherry." Hahahahahahaha it was so funny. But Tyson was pissed and he didn't talk for most of the day. Well I think he's just being dumb and overly sensitive. Oh wells. I didn't do anything so. 

12.07.08

Phew it was a busy weekend. Sorry I didn't get to writing sooner. On Friday I went over to Erin's and she made spaghetti for Keith, Kim, and I. Then after we ate Kim had to leave but Keith and I stayed later and they just played guitar hero basically. Then on Sat. We took pics for my brothers Christmas present. Well actually only Erin's got done because the camera was being dumb and it was too dark out anyway so we're gonna have to do that sometime after school soon. But then Kim and Kennedy and I went out to Fridays after that and then we went to the mall to pick out glasses. And we got super coolio friendship bracelets. It was a pretty grand time. I like hanging out with them. It's mostly stress free. :] Then today I went to Twilight with Ashlee. It was goood! But of course the book was better, duuuuuh. But I still loved it. And Kellan Lutz was in it. My one true love. Haha. Just kidding. But he is lovely. Then I came home and wrote my beautiful speech. Mr. G's going to greatly enjoy it I can tell. Hah. So it was pretty busy!! It was really fun too. 

12.04.08

"And as a matter of fact I know we're exactly where we're suppost to be." That's so comphorting. I mean even if I'm at my weakest, crying my eyes out going nuts it's where I'm suppost to be. I'm not uber religios, but I do believe that there is a plan for me. And everything in this whole messed up world happens for a reason. There's a rhyme and a reason for everything. And for some reason that's really nice. I'm a nerd for saying this. Life's like one big proof. You have to go through a lot of steps, some of which don't make sense at first, to get to the end result. That gives me such a warm feeling inside. The Christmas sprit is really getting to me I guess. ;] I'm having such a good time lately. I really love Christmas and the feelings that come along with it. 

12.02.08

Today was fine. Actually it was pretty good. I wasn't stressing over the little things like I normally do. My improvement plan is going quite nicely, thank you for asking. School is so much more fun when you're care free. It's much easier when you don't care if people think your nuts. And people do think I'm nuts, but I bring it on myself, but I like it. So I don't mind. I talk to people randomly in the hall. I'm friendly. I have a good time. I like who I am. Which makes life much easier. Easy. That's what we all want right? Well I like a challenge, but not that kind of one. I like mental challenges. This one's more like an emotional challenge which I could do without. Lala I have two tests tomorrow. Yayyyy. And one's vocab. Double yayyyy. 

12.01.08

Mondays uhg. Monday after a five-day-weekend uhg. I had an awful hair day today so yeah. That was lovely. Friiiiiztastic. But other than that fine I guess. I had a bad headache, mostly from caffeine deprivation I'm guessing. I'm addicted I guess. But yep my new strategy is going swimmingly (is that the correct term, eh I don't really care). Erin wasn't there today though so I didn't even put it to the real test. (she's the one I'm always comparing with, haha) But I think I'm going to be a better, more carefree person with this plan. It's good. Blaaaaah but nothing else important to write. But I am starting to feel more a part of Lulu's and Amy's and thems group. They've even considered inviting me to one of their gatherings. And they don't hide the fact that they drink from me anymore, even though I knew like a year ago. I want to hang out with them, but I wouldn't drink. I just don't want to get involved with that, but I like them as friends. I wish that Lulu and Amy weren't moving though...