01.05.09

Urgg. Monday, after a vacation no less, must I say more? Nah, school was fine. It was actually pretty fun sense we did almost nothing and in gym we tortured this mean kid. Because that's what we do, no mean kids go unpunished. But then he got mad and spazzed. Oh well, it was way too much fun. The reason I was [most] miffed today though was because my mommy had told someone about you know the Dubai thing. (we kind of have been talking about taking a year overseas, but that would be during my sophomore year, we also talked about it about a year ago, but I was hells no! I don't want to! But we'll get to that later) So later we were in the drive through of BK, and I was like so if we go over there would I have to stay through the summer to finish out my year/get my credits (because now every life decision I make revolves around my credits. They're like my babies.) And my moms like well it probably won't happen. I FREAKED. And you would too. Ok so when they first introduced this idea to me, I was like nooo. I don't want to leave my friends, I'll be lonely, nobody will like me in Dubai/wherever we go/ blah blah blah. And my family gave me a hard time about it. Oh it'd be so good for you, oh it'd be fun, oh blah blah blah. I was "nuts" for not wanting to do it. Then it went away for a while... But then I came around to the idea later, when my friends were all like cool! OMG I wish I could go! Ah I'd be so out of here etc. Then I was like okay maybe I wouldn't be an outcast when I come back. So then it came up again and I'd be like yeah that'd be cool. Then they got more serious and I got kinda excited, ya know?! And so mom's tellin a bunch of people about it. Yeah so it seems like it would "actually happen. Wow I was not happy. I was almost reduced to tears in BK's drivethrough. Ok make me feel bad about NOT wanting to go, then convince me to go, then get me excited, then rip it all out from under me. I think it was a evil scheme. Should have seen it coming. But then my mom's like oh well maaaaaayyyyybeeeee. Eff off mom.  Just give me my Whopper Jr, and go away. But whatever, I'll be unupset in like 5 hours.